sup

so it's a new year, i gave up and forgot about this last year.
but i am procrastinating more then ever right now so i've even resorted to this to put things off.
i have written my lovely big sticky note on my screen in big capitals to try and force me to do it, but i just can't, i prefer to write lists on what i have to do rather then doing it.

that's a horrific amount of work. i hate me.
2 days to go.
i get to play in a freezing cold, pitch black church on my own tomorrow, fun.
fuck my photography course, i chose a stupid thing to do

oh and a break down of the list.
the portfolio is SO necessary or everything else doesn't matter, that portfolio will hopefully be the thing to get my to leeds art college for my foundation year, cause it doesn't look lik emy grades will be doing that.
all the essays are around 3000 words long each.
the photos is what i'm getting on with in the church, it is a whole photography project we have had months to get on with i need to take the photos, sort out my research and critical studies, sort the photos, print/develop the photos, and mount it all, all i've done so far is make an amazing sketch book to put them in, making books is my favourite thing to do, so that is why the college course i want to do is book arts.
umm, animal magazine is the (at least) 3 weeks of prep we are supposed to have done for my graphics exam on wednesday. but i think the recommended time is like 8 weeks. i have 2 days, oh well.
the zoo is a years worth of project.
he IT stuff is just a pain in the arse.
and the other exams aren't a problem.

i'm pretty happy tho cause luke and becka were on tv the other day so me and ben were heart eyesing everywhere, didn't see enough of beckas boobies tho :(
i probably will end up watching celebrity big brother even though it's even worse then the regular one. nevermind, i have no life.

i guess i can save other deep ramblings for later cause this has already probably taken me half an hour and it doesn't really say a lot, and definitely doesn't say anything interesting.


i hate the fact that my macbook decides to tell me whenever i spell things wrong, which is forever, i have been forced to start using the backspace key again, i never bothered before and just carried on regardless, but this is annoying, if anyone knows how to turn it off, help.