Monday 28 July 2008

babysitting

i love it !
sitting around eating other peoples food and watching big brother and other atrositys...ideal. oh and getting money afterwards isn't too bad either ! i'm definately in need of it !

28/7/08

So !
I've had a pretty gooood few days
I'm finally almost happy with my itunes so that's good ! Just a few more covers to find and I will be the happiest bunny ever. My parents decided it was finally time to get me an ipod so thankyou ! that's all nicely filled up and gathering scratches on it's lovely mirrored back. Why did they make it so fragile that even my fingernails leave a scratch... Nevermind i still love it, it was definately necessary. And i nicked back my old speaker system and i've hooked it up round my room, got the surround sound speakers and the big sub woofer under my bed, and the little jack to whack into my ipod, sounds crazy but it's ideal.
ummm, ben my loe told me the other day that he's gonna venture up into the north and see me a few days, we are still mourning the loss of becca on big brother, so i will endeavour to make a collection of videos of her and luke for us to watch when he comes up cause all i was really planning on doing was sitting watching big brother most of the time. I really do miss her, poor luke :')
the other night i got to see chaos days aswell, i was so happy, haven't seen them in nearly a year, they sound a whole bunch different and they only got to play 5, maybe 6 songs, but i still loved life and it's their release show (in the north :D) in just over a week (also when ben should hopefully be here YESSSS)
i like chaos days.
so yeah that made me a very happy girl
and i cant remmeber if i mentioned seeing h2o the other week so i'll do it (again maybe) now
seeing h2o was amazing, i haven't seen them in like 3 years when they were in europe, so i was siked, wasn't so happy about the choice of songs they played, didn't play any of my favourites and none of the good oldies. The place was full of crusty punks and was pretty scared, but nevermind i still absolutely loved it. a shame i have no money right now cause i definately wanted to see them again, lets just hope it isn't another 6/7 years before they come back to the UK
aaaanyway, back to chaos days, even tho it was only in leeds i thought it might be easier to drive in as the train really wasnt doing it for me in this blistering heat, and the car has air con. I also wanted to try out the i Trip thing or whatever it's called, i was a little dissapointed as it was pretty crackly, but it let me listen to decent stuff on the way there and back so nevermind !
so this proved to be a bad choice for a number of reasons, parking and price. parking was a nightmare.
this picture is all i need to show really i guess haha ( i felt like a right doyle taking it)
some nice big dents and scrapes to the bone.



this happened a while ago, but nevermind while i was in the car i thought i'd document haha
some mercedes decided to barge into me and i thought ah well never midn and kept driving then i saw them charging up the road behind me in their car as they'd decided to come and blame it on me. 10 minutes of him shouting and me being worried later he finds out that theres nothign wrong with his mirror and that mines smashed so he decides to bugger off leaving me to try nd fix the mirror and the body work behind it.



ummm so parking at that show wasn't fun and i gues i'll have to bugger off to halfords at some point before the rust sets in.
also at the show was ryan, what a pest. that's all i need to say ha.

there was a bunch i wanted to say i think, but theres a cooking comptetition show on so i'm pretty distracted and it's blanked my head.
so hopefully i will ahve remmeebred TONIGHT when i promise myself i will do my first set of uploads maybe ?

Thursday 24 July 2008

morning

so so close to finishing the music sort out on my harddrive
soso happy

which means uploads of my shitty music at sometime soon !
just spending the next few days putting it into itunes and adding album art

Tuesday 22 July 2008

22/7/08

quick update

got my flights booked for nj, not sure if i told this that before
just had a job interview at sainsburys, went ok, i'm happy with it
uploading music will happen VERY soon i promise, nearly done sorting it out
will hopefully have something decent to say sometime soon, sorry blog !

Sunday 13 July 2008

a quick update...

about my weekend so far.
hopefully i will bother to write more tonight
so friday night, go to johns, get a call from jonathan and bomb up to his about half 11 to find him asleep, bless, heard some horrible things on the radio on the way there, fuck galaxy and radio one on a friday night. didn't have a chance to grab any cds on my way out and i need to make some mix cds, butttt i have the feeling that they dont play in my car. in that case i need to get myself an ipod
so i leave his around midday as he chucks me out to play football (thanks lovely! haha) and i get stuck in traffic on the a/m1 for over 2 hours, managed to move just over a mile in the first half hour, then after that it was plain gridlock. didnt move in the slightest for the next hour and half or something. everyone got out of there cars and just chilled out in the middle of the motorway, reminded me of that episode of malcolm in the middle
so i got back at about 5 instead of 2 when i was expecting, spent the rest of the day/night bumming around sorting out my ridiculous music collection and ripping some more vinyl
which is where we get to today, which is all i ahve done
went for a quick sunbathe session, but it got cold, so i gave up on that.
hopefully i can get a whole heap of music sorted tonight, it's starting to bug me always wanting to sort it out and not being able to listen to it.
there was something i really wanted to add into here but i cant rememebr for the life of me what it was
buttttt, saw an amazing show today, shear genius i think it was, it's a hairdressing competition show, AMAZING.
and jerry springers lying gameshow is on tonight aswell, ideal, 11pm on sky3
H2OOOOO NEXT WEEK
fuck sheffield, but no care, its h2o, i'm gonna die, its been 3 years

Thursday 10 July 2008

fuck my life

i haven't done any drawing
and i don't plan on doing so
haven't done anything worthwhile, just moped about and whinged, i hate nearly everything right now, being bummed out 24/7 sucksssssssss

i promise myself

i am going to draw when i get home tonight

Wednesday 9 July 2008

BEN

LOE YOU
I HOEP THE QUEENS READING THIS

bananana milkshake

i really need one, fuck my brother for finishing my ice cream
for those that need it (all of you)
whack half a pint of milk, a banana and a largeish dollop of vanilla ice cream into a blender, WOOSH and thats it, yum, a pint of banana milkshake, its ideal. do it.

09/07/08

so, coming back and writing the rest of it yesterday didn't happen, no surprises there.
took the day off college today, the yorkshire show is on so no ones in today, i would have enjoyed going, get some sun, excersize and more free samples of stuff then i could carry, but there was no sun, i never feel like excersizing and i didn't get out of bed till around midday, even though i don't do lay ins, just watched my daytime tv on BBC1 - property and antiques shows, ideal.
so today, i woke up, played on gta abit and didn't really get far because now i've got far enough into the game that guns are involved i'mnot a fan, cause i'm terrible at it and hate dying/getting caught, so i have a small hatred for games right now, which isnt brilliant seeing as i just updated my xbox live, garan i'll never use it, too scared.
sending off all my passport stuff tomorrow and probably booking my flights, i don't know how many more days i risk waiting for the price to keep going down before it shoots back up again. I have no idea about visas either, fuck the american embassy, such an effort.
other then xbox today i have finally given up and got rid of all the music on mylaptop and stuck it on the harddrive, so i have been ripping a bunch more vinyl onto my computer now i have space again, sucks that i have to be hooked up to the harddrive whenever i want to listen to music now
and also sucks that i can't get a ipod touch cause i have more then 32Gb :(
i'm feeling generally bummed out all the time at the moment, not just tired and weary, but my minds all not too brilliant right now either.
OOOO also today, the most interesting thing probably, got a billion firefox plugins and addons, quite flashy and fun, make my laptop look fancy and expensive and might actually inspire me to blog as one of them was this thing i'm using now to post this. it's pretty fun
my internet is also all colorful and nice now too
i cant stop brushing my teeth, i just had to have a break and brush them for maybe the 5th time today, but thats also becuase i was eatinng waffles and managed to get golden syrup everywhere in the process (sorry about your xbox handset bro ha)
and one more thing, peep show, still brilliant, watching all the series/episodes now, ideal.
cant remmeber the first series at all, but its amazing
watch it. surfthechannel.com
OH AND IM AHEAD IN DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES OH MY GOD OHMY GODDDDDDDD cant wait till september ish for the next season, hopefully some americans will put it on the internet forme to watch.
it sounds like a monsoon outside, great fun
hopefully if i dontend up sleeping lots tonight i'll get round to sorting out some of my music and uploading some stuff because i think thats what i mainly want to turn this into, seeing as i have more music then i have life to talk about, i really do do nothing with my time, sorry !
but no care, i love it.

Tuesday 8 July 2008

So..

I'm really not good at this, nightmare.
Got my first road kill the other day, felt bad about it, i think it was a miniature weasel thing, maybe an oversized hairy worm.
Also got my passport photo yesterday, it's lovely.... ha i will take a photo of it tonight, i really need to get this blog going i guess, after the second day, where i was going to post stuff and didnt i guess it jsut went straight downhill, maybe even under the hill.
Ive been spending my whole time at the moment pretty much just listening to classical music and drawing haha, need to sort out UCAS soon, which i'm really not looking forward to as apparently they bug you for the rest of your life. and personal statement doesnt sound fun as i'm not the best at bigging myself up. never mind !
i havent been completely happy with life recently but i'll deal with it !
definitely gonna get some music uploads on here asap
also probably gonnna be writing all my lists on here too, i make far too many lists and lose them so i guess i cant lose them if theyre on the interwebz. most likely wont be interesting, but at least it makes me feel like there was a reason for me signing up to this blog.
i have 6GB left on my laptop and i still have a whole heap of vinyl to rip onto it, so i'm worrying about that, i have no idea where all the space has gone or what to do with it, i have an external harddrive, but i dont want to have to be connected to it all the time i want to listen to music or update the ipod i still ahvent got etc etc, kinda defeats the object of having a laptop.
Im in college at the moment, i hoooopefully will be writing some proper stuff here tonight !