nj

i miss it so much :(
it's nearly been a week since i left and i hate it here so much, definitely need to go back asap, april hopefully
i didn't really update this while i was there, which is a shame as i have a terrible memory and if i were to update everyday (as i actually did stuff over there, compared to nothing over here) then i'd be able to rememember every detail of the days i spent there and all the little inside and personal jokes that had me in tears laughing sometimes haha
i cried all the way home, which sucked.
they didn't put me (a tiny little crying girl) in first, which sucked.
i was delayed a whole bunch in newark cause of the weather and therefore missed my flight from amsterdam, so got to sit around in schipol, which sucked.
i got home late and had to go to college the next day with no sleep, which sucked
so basically everything to do with coming/being home sucks. i hate lots of things right now, it's not good.
a few good things i guess are things seem to be on the up with jp, i have no idea how long for tho, we're never the most stable
oh and i'm getting a fancy new phone on monday.